my last day of being a teenager
Well, I´m posting from an internet cafe, and so far I haven´t had much luck with that, so I hope this works out. Also, I don´t have long left before my time´s up, so I´ll try and make this brief.
So the weekend before school started, Damien and I finished our holidays by taking a bus to a town along Lake Chapala. We didn´t realize how big the lake was (I think it´s the biggest lake in Mexico, in fact) so we ended up riding a bus for a long time, although Sahuayo´s only about a 15 min ride away, but we were trying to get to a nice town our travel guide book had recommended. Anyway, we got off and decided to stay where we were, instead of trying to catch yet another bus to the town of Chapala. We walked a LONG WAY to get to the lake, and it ended up just being a marshy edge, instead of a beach, but oh well. We had a nice bask in the sun, and read our books, and watched herons fishing. It was a nice way to end the holidays.
The first week back was pretty good. Damien put in his notice awhile before the break, because he decided he wasn´t cut out for teaching, so he´s headed back to Canada on Wednesday, and he already has a job lined up treeplanting for a couple of months this summer, which starts fairly soon after he gets back. Anyway, that meant the courses have been re-arranged a bit. I have one of his classes, instead of my own, because the grammar is more challenging in this new class, and the new teacher they hired is from here, and her grammar isn´t that good I guess. Anyway, it´s going to be a real challenge for me, because my grammar is quite basic as well, but my boss assumes I know it because I´m a native speaker. I actually think people who learn English as a second language probably have a better knowledge of grammar than a native speaker, because for me, I understand how sentences work, but I couldn´t tell you WHY they worked that way!! Anyway, so far my courses have all had fairly straightforward grammar, so this will be a good challenge for me!
So today, being the day before I leave my teen-hood, I had a little breakdown. I know it´s crazy, but lets say I live to be 100 (optimistically.) That means I´m already a 5th of my way through life!! Stupid, I know, but I can´t help feel like I wish I´d done soooo much more by now!! Anyway, I guess I am doing cool stuff, being here, but I am finally starting to feel some serious homesickness... I miss Canada, and all my favourite people up there!!! I like it here, and the hot weather is nice, but I am really starting to feel the homesickness now. I think right as most people feel it, Damien arrived, and now that he´s leaving, I think it´s going to kick in more, because I will no longer have someone who loves me close by. Anyway, Friday was exactly half way through the semester, so I´ll be on my way home before I know it! And I´ll enjoy the time I have in the meantime.
Ok, well I just went over my time limit, so I should skidaddle. I´m feeling much better now. Damien´s been really nice, trying to cheer me up and all. I would love to hear from any or all of you if you feel like splurging and calling Mexico!! Just ask me or my mom for my phone number if you don´t already have it!
Love, Hanah
p.s. happy earthday!!

